I had a lot of fun reading Notes from the Henhouse, a wonderfully witty and idiosyncratic collection of autobiographical essays by the Scottish writer Elspeth Barker, whose 1991 novel O Caledonia I so enjoyed a couple of years ago. During her time as a journalist, Barker wrote for various publications, from the Independent and the Observer to the LRB, covering a variety of subjects in her articles. Whether she’s waxing lyrical about childhood holidays, badly behaved pets, driving lessons or the trials of parenthood, Elspeth Barker is a delight to read.
This collection, which comes with a beautiful introduction by Elspeth’s daughter, Raffaella, comprises four main sections covering Barker’s childhood in Scotland, her adult life with husband George and their children, widowhood following George’s death, and a new chapter that emerged late in life. The volume closes with an ‘Appendix’ containing six pieces – mostly fictional with loose connections to some of the key themes from Elspeth’s life. As with every collection of this type, I won’t be covering every essay – there are twenty-three in total! – rather, my aim is to give you a flavour of the book as a whole.
Barker writes lovingly of her childhood in the Scottish Highlands, which reads like a cross between Dodie Smith’s I Capture the Castle and a Barbara Comyns novel minus the violence. (The family home was a castle, complete with an immense staircase and a menagerie of animals.) In the first essay, Birds of Earth and Air, we learn of Barker’s pet jackdaw, Claws, whom she rescued and nursed back to health to become her devoted companion for eleven years. (Fans of O Caledonia will be familiar with Claws as he is faithfully reproduced in that book!)
Seaside holidays became an annual event for young Elspeth, each trip requiring a ‘migration of immense proportions’ as the family and assorted animals travelled to their ‘normal house’ by the sea. Train journeys proved especially eventful on these occasions, as Barker recalls in this piece.
All the animals, birds, fish and reptiles came, as well as we five children, Nanny, Nanny’s helper and Nanny’s sister. I have horrible memories of the horses escaping from the train and galloping down the railway line, and the scrabble of the tortoises’ claws against the floor of their box as the train swung over the perilous Tay Bridge. (p. 22)
Animals are a recurring theme in Barker’s life, from her beloved jackdaw, Claws, to her golden retriever, Rab, to her pet pig, Portia, a Christmas gift from one of her daughters. Portia, it seems, was rather fussy when it came to food, as evidenced here in this delightful passage.
Her tastes in food are demanding; not for her the bucket of pig slops, potato peel and vegetable trimmings. Salad is acceptable only if dressed with olive oil, carrots are too dull to contemplate, and you can keep your brassicas. But ratatouille and pumpkin pie provoke cries of ecstasy which I can only liken to sex noises on television. (pp. 151–152)
Portia also displayed a fondness for wine – the ‘Bulgarian vintage, as Barker calls it. On one occasion, the pig swiftly dismantled a rustic wine box, catching the elixir in her mouth as it squirted from the container. Barker clearly treated animals as if they were human, loving them unconditionally but always with respect. ‘Dogs are us in heart and soul, but better’, she writes at one point, illustrating one of the central values of her life.
In Hens I have Known, one of many amusing pieces here, Barker shares stories of her substantial brood of hens, who often made guerrilla raids on the kitchen, tables and picnic rugs.
At twenty-two, Elspeth met and fell in love with the poet George Barker, the former lover of Elizabeth Smart, author of the novella By Grand Central Station I Sat Down and Wept. By the early 1960s, Elspeth and George were living together in Norfolk, an unconventional, bohemian existence that Barker captures in some of the essays here. Memories of George Barker conveys a myriad of reflections, from his wild driving and enthusiasm for sport to his scrupulous work ethic. George didn’t drink at all on weekdays, preferring to let rip on Saturdays at the couple’s generous parties, often holding the room spellbound with poetry readings and songs.
Elspeth also writes lovingly of her children, particularly in Cherubim, where she shares some of their accidents over the years. (George fathered a total of fifteen children, five with Elspeth.) One of the boys super-glued his ears to his head to prevent them from sticking out, and another ate a bumper pack of firelighters – both incidents ended with hospital visits. Then, in another incident, one split his skull pogo dancing while dressed as an Egyptian mummy – presumably for a fancy dress party, although no further details are given!
I have spent a great deal of time hanging about hospitals, waiting for them to be mended. […] You are never safe again after you’ve had a baby, terror and loss lurk around every corner. (p.80)
Some of the collection’s best and most poignant pieces explore Elspeth’s grief following George’s death. These are beautiful, profound reflections imbued with a sense of loss.
It is a year now since my husband died. On the day he most hated, when the clocks turn back and our days pitch into cold and darkness. It seems like yesterday. Everything that has happened since is like an incident recorded in the chapter summary of an old history book, remote events impinging on someone else, seen through the wrong end of a telescope, the print almost too small to read. (p. 109)
Barker writes movingly about how when a husband or wife dies, the surviving partner also experiences a loss of self – the self that was ‘refracted and reflected by the other’, a shared past together that no one else can replace.
I find death absolutely unacceptable and I cannot come to terms with it. I can no more conceive of utter extinction, of never, than I can conceive of infinity. I cannot believe that all that passion, wit, eloquence and rage can be deleted by something so vulgar as the heart stopping. Where have they gone? (p. 111)
Moreover, Elspeth refuses to see herself as a widow; rather, she is George’s wife. The term ‘widow’ seems to imply that the husband’s death has nullified the marriage, which is clearly not the case. Other family members, such as sons, daughters, aunts and uncles, all retain their status when a relative dies, so why not the wife?
There are brighter moments too of course, especially once Elspeth emerges from the shadow of grief and experiences a renaissance when she marries again. Her second husband, an American, is a visionary gardener, coaxing the most shrunken flowers and wayward plants into exquisite displays.
He has made a vast, overbalancing buddleia into an airy cavern of blue delight, underplanted by cranesbill and campanula; butterflies fold their wings along the silvery boughs and its haunting raspberry fragrance hangs in the air. (p. 124)
Elsewhere in the collection there are pieces on the trials of leaning to drive, the capricious nature of jealousy, the joys (or not) of owning an Aga and the obsessive pursuit of the perfect dress.
What comes through so vividly in these essays is Barker’s exuberant zest for life. They read like a series of journal entries, revealing Barker to be the erudite, amusing, idiosyncratic woman she was to those who knew her. There’s a real sense of warmth and generosity in these pieces, the kind of intimacy one feels with a trusted friend. Highly recommended, especially for fans of O Caledonia – of which there are many, I suspect!
Notes from the Henhouse is published by Weidenfeld & Nicolson; my thanks to the publishers for kindly providing a review copy.